#itll be a journey
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This week my entire paycheck went to meds and therapy
Being disabled is the best
#ive been trying to not take my meds on the weekend to save money and my good fucking shit#the difference between how i feel and my ability to function on meds and off meds is damn A LOT#and i dont even stop my antidepressants on the weekends#i just stop my sleeping medication and my adhd medication because theyre really expensive#and i cant even rest man doing this is so much fucking harder#im starting to feel less guilty about the mess that was my life and less ashamed#and starting to accept that maybe i am actually disabled#itll be a journey#i still think i should be able to do things#theres a part of me that still thinks im weak and i just need to try harder#and theres another part of me that is coming to terms with the fact that ive been trying to function with untreated ptsd + adhd+ depression+#generalised anxiety disorders and its like well fuck maybe theres a possibility that it eas a little unfair of me to expect myself to#be able to function like everyone else#and maybe theres a small possibility that i might maybe be disabled#im working on this#ill get there#mein shit
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They're literally the brothers ever please I love them
Old art from 2022
Screenshot this was from i couldn't find my original file so uh I yoinked the one from my tt also this redraw has the MOST creative liberties and was the first one I drew
Love me a good sunset duo

#rottmnt#rottmnt fanart#rise of the tmnt#rise of the tmnt fanart#tmnt#tmnt fanart#rise mikey#rise raph#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt raph#peachmoths art tag#ok thats all the old 2022 art i have to share so uh guess itll have to be new stuff??#thanks for joining me on this journey of discovering my old art from THREE YEARS ago
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Ask me to help you again I'll rip my hair out please 😭😭😭
#pulled out capcut for the first time in years for this#cutest npc award#philip my beloved#please learn to do it yourself or itll be the magister's 13th reason#afk journey#afk journey philip#doodle#sketch
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so Ivypool's Heart is part 1 of 2 SE's... what are the chances of the second part being another Ivypool POV/the second half of the journey becoz it looks longgggg
#warrior cats#ivypools heart#ivypools heart spoilers#warrior cats spoilers#im still thinking about this becoz like. if the journey is so much bigger than the Great Journey then wtf no way can they fit that in one S#surely itll be like Ivypools Heart and Ivypool Soul or smth???#another POV character??? idk....#i rlly think this might end on a cliffhanger
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Louis de Pointe Du Lac 'In Throes of Increasing Wonder'
#ah i was supposed to post earlier but next week I'lll have a better schedule with the queue#ldpdl.txt#vampterview#amc iwtv#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#I always found a certain amount of grace in louis that yk is beautifully displayed in the first episode#tho ofc it continues through the rest of the series#the crossing of legs bein here and then yk in the lil clip we got of s2 you see him doin the same crossing legs but armand is also joining#body language and such if that makes sense oh lil things of how we do not see his face or facial journey when the tape is heard his whole#body is turned away from daniel and the audience and yeah he was bein disrespectful#and its like as we get more pieces of the puzzle the more certain things make sense the more dynamics are just getting crazier#i felt a newer light after rewatching the trailers and lil clip and ik itll just be such an eye opener when we get to see all of s2 (puzzle#anyways im getting off topic my brain goes from x to a louis is just so gorgeous and the way he sits is as a dancer even continuing to in#later eps entrancing like you want to be near him and when he starts the story his laugh its like you know you need to be near him#In Throes of Increasing Wonder
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sketchy sketchy
#nights#nights into dreams#nid#nights journey of dreams#f/o#self ship#selfship#self shipping community#sorry for again the poor quality LOL#also ive been slowly running out of ideas aagh i think im getting a little art burnout#probably becuz ive been drawing nonstop for the past couple of weeks#oops!!!#its okay!! ill take care of myself#im excited to go to a convention tomorrow so maybe itll make me feel less down!!#🌙 stars only for you and i ✨#my art
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Sorry for the Edward Tulane posting but look at the cracks on him it looks like tears going down his face guys I literally fucking cant with this book

YOU CANT SEE IT THAT WELL HERE BUT ITS THERE… GUAA-
#The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane#IM TOTALLY REACHING BUT LIKE WHAT IF GUYS… WHAT IF…..#GUYS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE READ THIS BOOK ITLL CHANGE YOUR FUCKING LIFE ISTG 😡😡😡😡
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trying to write an essay without actually having a grip on what your gay little thesis is. such a bad idea never do this
#im usually better than this but photographys journey through the avant garde art sphere in the 20th century#is so flip floppy and weird and complicated its impossible to get all that shit into 1000 words#so i just started writing and hoping something falls out#last time i submitted an essay that i doubted the coherency of they loved it so maybe im just the specialest boy in the world and#itll all work out for me
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Been playing AFK Journey and honestly...I'm loving it so far
So here we go with some headcanons and silly interactions
:D
The player, either male or female, can attract beautiful women or be beasties with them
With my player and with the interactions with the characters I meet so far, she is most fond of women
Haven't really thought of a name for my player, so I'm going with "Magister" even tho their name is Merlin. Plus, they forgot half of their memories
Meeting with Valen, the character who everyone falls in love with him. Yeah... I don't really see him that way 😅
Other people: "He is so fine 😏"
Me: "He's my beastie. If I die, he's dying with me, ain't no choice."
He's my emotional support friend
Also, I'm glad that there were characters from the Afk Arena such as Antandra, Satandra, Rowan, Niru, Brutus, Thoran, Lyca, Silvina, Arden, Lucius,Mirael, and Eironn I'm surprised how Lyca is playable but not her brother Lorsan 😭
There are only a few celestials and hypogeans in the game (so far)
The side quest I've completed, Romeo and Juliet, I find it quite funny as the group read the letter Romeo wanted to give tk Juliet. Yeah, it was a bit cringe, but luckily, Lorsan is the guy who knows romance 👍🏼
And with that, we become a trio: Valen, the friend everyone has a crush on. Lorsan, the friendly one, and me the player and the great mage everyone thinks but just a chaotic gremlin searching for treasure chest. And then there's Rowan, the rich friend.
I go straight to the npc monsters to get goodies and resources for my heroes. I make sure my team is at a higher level than them.
Yesterday, I just figured that you can interact with the animals like a cat or dog, and it was just...so cute. It show hearts and even sounds of them.
As for the guild party, I haven't decided on which one and more focus on the story mode.
Speaking of which, I actually got asked on a date by none other than...Mirael. Yeah, that got me by surprised 😮 Fun fact, Mirael was my first crush when I started playing afk arena bc she could wield fire, but that was when Lilith introduced Talene. So getting asked out by her was like... a dream to me 😌
But then she left 😭 like what did I do!?!?!? Did I choose the wrong answer? Don't leave 😢
Back to the story, the group has to sneak into the old man's mansion to investigate more of the grape situation, and that's where I left on bc I was playing late at night
It is such a beautiful game with the graphics, the weather changing, and new heroes. I'm very happy to be able to play when it got released for mobile. Also, I was wondering if the devs would add heroes from the Afk Arena
#afk journey#silly headcanons#gotta find secret chest#oooo found something shiny#Valen is my homie#he got my back#itll be funny once everyone knows that the player is the merlin#there are pretty women here#Valen here is our wingman
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gonna murder the government with my own hands
#SCREAMS#this is about bus timetables n shit#WHY ARE THEY DIFFERNT WHEN THEYRE FOR HTE SAME TIMEEEEE#the actual offical timetable orr the Super Helpful journey planner#spoiler. the journey planner aint shit#ITS MISSING THE BUS I GOTTA TAKE#THE OTHERS ARE EITHER FAR TOO EARLY OR FAR TOO LATE#BUT ITS ON THE OFFICAL TIMETABLE TF#okay im fine now#gonna do like. a stakeout at the bus stop tmr to see when itll actaully come. hopefully#hpoefully the journey planner is fulll of shit heart emoji#itd be helpful but NO!!!!#coni speaks#vent#i mean. kinda?#im not that worked up about it#just hate my goverment and the state of this rn#nothing like. charged or anythin#just anxioussssss#also no i havent written yet what about it /silly#im bored but no motivation to do thinking creative things#so no writing yet </3#maybe tonight
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¿Techno Branch va a llegar a conocer a sus padres biológicos? o ¿le vas a poner algo de angustia y vas a poner que ellos al perder su huevo murieron de tristeza? o algo parecido
Oh wow, uhm, I'm really sorry I don't know Spanish or.... Portuguese? Or whatever this language is, so I just copy pasted your question and will answer based on the results, sorry again ><
So according to what Google Translate said:
"Is Techno Branch going to get to know his biological parents? Or are you going to add some anguish and say that they died of sadness when they lost their egg? or something similar"
Hm, well honestly I wasn't really thinking much when I made Techno Branch. The idea of Branch being from the Techno tribe and being a really monochrome lookin' Techno Troll was all too inticing, so his bio parents wasn't on my priority list.
But if I have to give an answer I'd say his bio parents most likely are still alive, perhaps one of both have gone grey. But I doubt they'll be sad forever, since with hiw nice Trollex is he won't let them mull over their sadness forever. Most likely he got a support system built for them to heal and stuff. He couldn't save their kid, but the parents are still alive, and damn him if he let them wallow in despair until their final breaths.
As for if Branch will ever meet them... probably. It might take a while, since for all Trollex knows, Techno!Branch could've been any Techno trolling that got swept away or something. And he wouldn't wanna dissapoint Branch's parents if he got the wrong person, so he has to trek carefully in this.
Thanks for the question, and sorry if there's any mistranslations! ^^
#honestly tho#im still not into trolls rn because#sonic and honkai star rail has taken their place as my current hyperfixations#so updates on this au will be#very slow#sorry to dissapoint the 4 fans of this au :(#ill be back to develop this further#but itll be a long journey#i hope yall stick around long enough for that tho#trolls#techno!branch au#branch trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls au
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There's a lot of stuff I can't control right now. I don't know what the future holds, my job prospects beyond customer service is grim, already in my 30s without any real savings or even the much of a plan.
I've been wanting to self reflect a lot. Meditate. Just give myself a way to think things out.
All that to say that I've already decided on something in my life.

Baby Witches first altar
#no idea quite what i expect from witchcraft#but itll be a journey#witchcraft#personal#why make a post?#myself mostly i think
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See Timeless Child as a concept I don't hate. I think it's got some fun implications to explore and fallout for the Doctor to deal with, identity crisis and all. (Also I've heard Chibnall was drawing from his experience of being adopted, which makes me like it even more). I think there's a lot of interesting things in there, though part of me loves the Doctor being normal, just a bit different, too much to fully embrace the idea that the Doctor is a Special Being. That one is gonna be a 'depending on my mood ill choose this canon' thing for me probably. But on the whole I think Timeless Child is a solid try at something new, and Doctor Who always needs that imo.
What I don't like about the concept, is claiming that there was 'the Doctor' before the First, William Hartnell. Because he starts going by the Doctor in the show, we saw it happen. And I think its more canon that he chose the name at the academy now, but I still love the slow acceptance of the Doctor identity you see early in the show, along side the slow progression of the Doctor embracing a role of protector and defender. So while I can accept the idea that maybe there were Timeless Children, and then that entity had their memories erased and became a child again, who grew up into Hartnell, I don't like the idea that the Doctor existed before Hartnell (and this includes regenerations the Doctor remembers before Hartnell I think).
Which is why I think Ruth!Doctor has to be between Two and Three; because she called herself the Doctor and her TARDIS was a police box (something else that happened for the first time in the show). The Doctor as the Doctor didn't exist before William Hartnell, and I think changing that canon almost does a disservice to the fact that he essentially created the character, and did so with so much love and care.
Anyway. I finally finished season 12 so that's my thoughts now that I've actually seen the timeless children episode.
#wren rambles#doctor who#classic doctor who#the timeless child#i might actually catch up before the new season wouldnt that be something#then i just gotta rush my siblings through the. 16. seasons of classic we have yet to work through#not sure THATS gonna happen before may lol#we can sure TRY though#would help if they actually WERENT BUSY#Three Doctors is the next story guys CMON itll be fun i PROMISE 😭#anyway this has nothing to do with the post#i like aspects of the timeless child#its been a journey
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Hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby 2: electric boogaloo
Something that will never not astound me about Full Metal Alchemist is just how tight the story is. Every scene and every character serves the story, which in turn serves the characters. There's no fluff, no detours, and no excess in cast, plot, or exposition
This comes into hyperfocus in the lead up to and on the Promised Day. Every character we've seen thus far, be they main, side, or support, has a role to play and their own reason for doing so. Each has a hand in saving the world
Even Yoki, the bumbling, self-serving comic relief, gets a moment in the spotlight when he hits Pride with a car to save Marcoh, Heinkel, and Alphonse. The best part? Despite it being a genuinely comedic moment in the midst of devestation, it doesn't destroy the tone. Not only has Yoki been a consistently silly character, but it's done in a way that serves the plot without overtaking it for the bit. That's such an incredibly tight line to walk and Arakawa walks it beautifully
Hard to say any of that about RWBY. It's extremely obvious the writers are flying by the seat of their pants towards a vast sea of nothing. That's why their characters and themes and general everything seems scattered and disconnected. Because it is. They don't know where they're going or even where they've been, so nothing is ever going to line up the way a proper story should
RWBY's story never serves the characters the way it should, and the writers are willing to break characters to force them into a role they were never meant to be in. Look no further than Weiss in V9, assigned comedic relief despite recent events, or Yang's weirdass optimism inside the whale during V8. These instances are so jarring because these characters have not been silly or optimistic since Beacon fell, and they're in the show to just... be there. Neither V8 nor V9 benefitted from these scenes, and you can pluck them out with no consequences. Hell, there'd be an improvement through lack of bathos
While both FMA and RWBY are large scale action stories, only one actually knows how to handle it
#rwde#yodeling into the void#almost done w the fma rewatch and it really is incredible to compare the two#obvs it cant be a 1:1 comparison but considering the overlap its still a helpful analysis#i cant help but think that blake is like someone tried to write Miles but gave him Scar’s backstory#itll never not boggle me that blake starts the story immediately deradicalized#where is her moment of confrontation? what is the Miles to her Scar? why does she switch?#these things are so important yet so absent#and rwby can never juggle its characters right nor can it split the party for efficiency#meanwhile ed and al are separated for literally months wo knowing if the other is even alive yet still manage to get shit done#we dive into greed and riza and kimblee and falman and grummar and-#its chaotic but it Works bc arakawa knows wtf she is doing#also smth thats worth talking abt but i aint got the time is how even the worst people get a chance at redemption#if dr marcoh had been in rwby he wouldve been killed but fma denied him that catharsis. he was given a chance to atone#had marcoh died then they never would have deciphered the notes or captured envy and heinkel would have died against pride and kimblee#hard to say how much the lack of redemption is due to the writers' beliefs and how much is due to their lack of skill#notice how the few they do grant 'redemption' to are written out immediately after?#these fools truly have no vision#no idea of what to do w the discomfort of wrongdoing. the weight of guilt. the neverending journey of thankless self betterment#also nothing in rwby is as brutal as mustang vs envy. its so beautiful in its horribleness#watching it rn and holy shit its just as amazing as the first time
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idk new setup for now The shelf above is rancid though
#behind bb/mtc+ is journeys and mewtwo strikes back btw#so mad at myself for not getting bb/mtc+ 6 at the mall it was like 20 dollars ?#and all i got at the mall was 4 and 5 and then stuff from a bakery cause i was a bit hungry but i wouldnt have if i copped 6#itll probably still be there if i go again but sigh#pokespe#hypmic#tom lore
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this year i wanna start doing fun stuff with my hair. its getting long again !!
#krestel speaks#i dont really know how to style hair or anything so itll be a journey#idk how to braid it either
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